I'm going to open it up here, since I've held it in for a long time.
I was born in Houston. It's my birth city, my hometown, and another home away from home when I'm down there and not up in North Texas.
It sickens me to know that people would rather take their time to gripe about something else, and not realize that some people have lost everything from that devastating hurricane.
I can't go down to help my fellow Houstonians, and that kills me. It absolutely kills me.
That's my birth city, drowning in thousands of gallons of water that go nearly two or three stories high.
That's my hometown, where a police officer drowned in his unit going out to his position to serve, protect, and rescue those who couldn't get away from nature's wrath.
That's a part of me, injured and crippled by the absolute power that devastating storm brought to my door.
I can't take watching it on the news anymore, because I can't go down there and help my fellow Houstonians. I can't drive down there and say, "Put me on a boat, and take me out to help-- I'm not leaving until every man, woman, child, and creature is safe from the waters."
I can only donate so much. I can only give so much.
I can't hug any of them and tell them that I'm there for them. I can't tell them that the worst is finally over, and that I'm there to support them through the rebuilding of their lives.
I force myself to remain composed seeing those images and videos on the news and on social media.
Some of you know what that devastation's like, and some don't; I don't mind, and I don't care.
It's up to you whether or not you realize that thousands have nothing to go back to when those waters recede. Some may have something, and many more have nothing.
I hurt so much, seeing my city suffer. I don't care about rising gas prices, or the disruption of the cargo containers, or shipping, or any of that.
I care about the people. Those who fled with what they could grab. Those couldn't flee at all. Those who have come from all over just to rescue, support, and help my birth city, and many others.
Those people I will forever be indebted to. For doing the thing I cannot. For being able to say, "I don't know when I'll be back, but I'll be back", to their loved ones and then heading out to help. For being able to do something.
I will go back to Houston one day to visit.
I will cry.
I couldn't support my city when they needed me most. I couldn't do as much as I knew I could.
But it doesn't mean I won't do that when the time comes again.
I am a proud Houstonian, and I'm HoustonStrong.